Having recently gone through something like this, it really is best to talk to a doctor, don't be afraid to tell your family how you're feeling too, they will most likely help you.

Since I made this thread, I've lost my auntie and a close friend to Cancer and just as I've slowly got back to everyday grind of life I have this morning found out my Uncle has suddenly passed due to a cardiac arrest. I've pretty much spent my time from 5am until now hugging my little sister as she cries. This year has been one huge challenge, I'll be lying if I said I wasn't struggling to cope with it all.


You didn't have a reason to "feel down"... Well you got them now you ****ing idiot.

I really feel for you and your sister. I have often since you made this thread wondered how you are getting on and thought to PM you, but not wanted to intrude in case you didn't feel like being PM'd by someone who hasn't chatted with you before. Hang on in there Leon hugz :hug: to you and your sister.

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I'm so sorry to hear that, Leon. That's awful. I wish there was something I could say but i have no words. I'm sorry you're going through this.

Really sorry to hear that Leon, what an awful thing you must be going through and I couldn't even begin to imagine the pain of it all. Stay strong mate

Suze summed up my sentiments exactly...

very sorry for all the loss you and your family have suffered recently. There are many on here that think highly of you and would be attentive corespondents if you need a chat, but I encourage you to seek out a support group where you are, because it seems to me you would benefit from some assistance in sorting through the emotions of mourning. We all need a little help once in awhile

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Leon :love:

keep buggering on was churchills advice to the country when the days were the darkest

head down and face the wind

..Leon..:hug:..I don't think that there are any words that will make any difference to how you feel right now, it's something that no one can take away from you and something that you have to go through, it totally sucks..I know that you will probably feel that you have to be strong for your sister and her grief and others in your family but holding in your grief and what you feel will only make you less able to be there for them and help them because it'll only weaken you to hold it inside...it's just too many layers for you to cope with...try not to be afraid of the strength of your own emotions and of letting them go and releasing them whenever they flow over you...I'm so, so sorry for yours and your family's losses..:hug:...

I never know what to say in these situations as I know no words can remedy the pain of something as emotionally draining as this, but I truly hope things get better Leon

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I do feel sad sometimes, but i just try to be strong and get on with things the best i can. Life has its up and down. At the moment i'm not very happy, but hopefully things will get better.

I've been feeling down lately with work and how they are abusing there powers

I just want to thank you guys for you kind words yesterday. It honestly meant the world to me. I was in a pretty **** place in the morning, but thanks to you and a few of my friends and GF I've picked myself up again. This **** only makes you stronger and it makes you appreciate things and people that whole lot more. Thanks yet again for being there for me. It's why I love venting here sometimes :laugh:

Glad you're feeling better. Sometimes i think this is the only place keeping me sane. It feels like we belong here and it's nice. :love: