Ok, my bad,

I say just tell em randomally surprise them with it, may not like it at first but it will grow on them they wont worry. So it shouldnt worry you.

E-Mail them. And if they take it badly say someone hacked your account and sent the e-mail, and that you're really straight. :dance:

YES. though thinking of it i want a shitbox so i can just drive into people lol!! when they annoy me.

I almost crashed the other day coz some guy decided to go straight across a lil round about when i was turning right (was my right of way).

I stopped to check my car in the middle of the roundabout holding everyone up n started shouting at the bloke lol he drove off..

I was like 1 inch from hitting him, ****ing ******.

she is :spin2:

This is how my mate came out , i know he wont mind me showing you if its helps.

This must be the third or even fourth attempt at writing this message. Everytime I have restarted, I have hoped it would get easier and sound simpler, but the fact of the matter is, it wont.

Mum and Dad, I am gay! I really don't want to be, and trust me, I have tried to pretend it wasnt so!

Pulling off a Barrymore wouldn't happen for me, I have no idea if you knew or not, but this burden is becoming too much! I've had to deal with lots, and believe me I'm not trying for the sympathy vote, I'd rather it all forgotten, but as was said to me:



'Whats better? Being loved for someone you are not, or hated for someone you are?' I'd rather be hated and be me, than loved and be someone, anyone else wants. I hope, and think, you guys can deal with that!

You really wont and don't understand how much courage and fear has gone into writing this, and whats scares me most, is, I am sober - I have known this would happen soon, so stayed sober enough to realise that doing this without question is betetr than doing it half-assed!

Why do we as people pressume that people are straight, ands its only the atypical that are gay?! Gay people don't want to be gay, quite a few want wifes and children, but are fed up of lying!

No idea who said it, but it's true none-the-less, 'why is it that as a society we would rather see two men holding guns, than holding hands?!' I don't want to be different, and i'd like to think go dmade me this way, but I dont believe in him either, so I'm screwed. I'm a battyman, and really, really wish i wasn't, wetehr it made me a freak or unique, I'd rather be normal. Run-of-the-mill, plain ole Luke, but alas it wont happen because I feel guilty, for not letting you know, even though I have never lied about it.

I've no idea why I have left it until now, but like Dad I'm stubborn...it's difficult writing this, wht? Some peoples parents abandon them completely, some parents think it'll pass and some parent sobsess over it! I dont want things to change, but they will - regardless of how they try to change it, one things for usre, I still wont lie about it, I might disagree about it, bit I cant lie about it!

I've ;eft it ages to let you know, i;ce known for as long as I can rememberrrr, tolf and shared with more friends than you know. Just read this through, what a bunch of waffles, doesnt explain what i thought it would, gets harder and seems i need to justify it more with each word, but i cant, the burden is too much!!

Another stupid quote, but one i have pndered other more than you can believe 'I'd rather be black than gay, coz when you're gay you dont have to tell your mother'

I've run out of tears, and am fed up of expectations i cannot fulfil, I cannot cry or fear this more than I have for as long as i can remember, but being someone except me, is beyond me now!

I dont want to 'know everything will be okay, I dont want a hug, I dont want things to change', I just want to know I'm not being somebody else tonight!

Skipped the last post, too much to read, but just tell them. The ones that care don't matter, and the ones that matter don't care. AND also

FIFTH STRAIGHT GUY :dance2: