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Old 19-03-2010, 06:09 PM #31
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Oh yeah.


I think about it alot, I remember going to school one day in a taxi looking out the window at a sky thinking really hard that when I die IM DEAD like seriously, its like wtf.
You cant move, do anything, its just like your alone and thats that.

I had a massive fear of dieing and just being gone like the way it was before I was born.. just like not here, not anywere..
But now I belive in the after life, don't belive in god in the slightest way what so ever as hes all complete bull****.

BUT, I know family members and friends of our family who cant speak to Ghost, well come into contact with them, and Dead Family members such as my grandad have been able to contact her and make remarks on things that are going on now, or that will happen.

We have also took alot of pictures, with orbs in the background.

So the after life is real, I bet when we die we will be greeted by a dead family member like Ghost Whisperer.

Like when I die, i'll probley see my sister.

So it shouldnt be too bad, its just the thought of leaving everything behind.

A Friend of the family died in October, he was only 21 and died of an overdose (accidental) and he use to love FB.
So even little things like 'OMG He logged out of Facebook for the last time not knowing he would never be on it again'

You know?

And my mum was the last person he spoke to, so it also frightens me like you never know when you will die.
So like for all I know tbh this could be my final post on TiBB.. I could log off here tonight and die..
We just dont know.




I dont want to die in a boring way though, like an illness.
Thats so slow and boring, but at least you can say goodbyes and plan your funeral.

But I would rather die in my sleep, peacefully but its also scary not waking up :|
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