[ChristmasNeeve]

hhhmmm I used to be more of an insider, in the way that I spent alot of time in the chat threads and had a kind of a group of friends that I used to go on TC and MSN with, that was a really fun time but people left and the group just started to fade away back into the forum again, also I became a mod so it was less easy to get sucked into forum dramas etc. Now I think I get on with most people but I'm less involved with the chat threads etc, i wouldn't say I feel like an outsider though