Paranoid dellusional schizophrenic
You can never be around anyone for long because, they'll know. On the outside you seem paranoid, delusional, and harmless. That's not exactly true though. Bneath it all you are much smarter and manipulative than anyone would believe. You want someone else to blame for you sociopathic behavior, so you invent some story to live by that you know isn't true. You are very dangerous and there aren't many people like you in cages for a reason. You're a coward on the inside and someday when you hear the steps coming towards you, you'll likely end it yourself.