I think i may have reverse body dismorphia because i think i'm skinnier than i actually am
Saying that, i'm happy, could probably do with losing a stone but that stone would come off the wrong places.
I'm a size 12 so i actually think that's a normal size for the UK and at this time of year i need that extra fat to keep me warm.
The thing is though that when i do have a fat day and i think "that's it i'm losing weight", the minute i start losing weight i panic because i don't like it and associate it with illness, so i then stop!