[officialleafan]

Originally posted by Ross

Sorry to sound like the mean one but you say "I know what you're thinking, I thought the same." - you have said she had killed herself in the original post, now you are saying you're unsure, or not 100%.

Again, when people are usually suicidal and I only know because a relative of mine and two friends have killed theirself in the past. They did it when they were alone and nobody around.
I don't think your friend would want to put your other friends through the pain of watching her kill herself.

I'm not saying you are lieing, and R.I.P to your friend because this is sad news but your whole story is confusing. One minute your sure, next your not.

You don't sound mean, i'm just as confused as you, i was told that she killed herself by a friend of mine, she told me that Ciara was with friends when it happened. Her friends said that she'd jumped in the canal, i don't know any more than that. I don't want to, i know that some people would want to know, but i just don't. It cuts me up because i spoke to her a day before and now she's...gone. I can't believe it..

[JOSHUAH!]

Thats awful, R.I.P
But you can't beat yourself up, just remember for that small time you made her feel good. Obviously afterwards something happened, which you had nothing to do with.