[Tom4784]

I was 15 when I had my first relationship with a girl that went beyond anything physical but my first (and only) same sex relationship is a bit more harder to define. It's been on and off since we were 16 but we've never really committed to each other. It's a weird thing to explain.

I don't really like relationships in the traditional sense. I prefer my independence and privacy, I don't like to share my relationships with the world and I can't really live for someone else either. I need time on my own a lot and I think most of my relationships have ended in mostly peaceful breakups because we wanted different things. It's only ever been him that really understood what I want in a relationship and I think that's why we keep finding each other.

I don't know if I've explained that well, it's not like I want open relationships or anything, I'm very monogamous but I just need a lot of space. Yeah....I can't explain it very well.