[Swan]

All these "for" threads aye

I, and im sure others understand your frustrations with life, your frustrations with yourself, and in the extreme sense, you self destructiveness.

I've been there, im still there at times. Life is tough, we all just wanna be content, content, loved and as happy as this rat race allows us.

My ex hasn't allowed me to see my daughter in over a year now (she was happy to ask me for £500 for my daughters Christmas though, which i sent). She wont let me see her because when my daughter stayed for a weekend, i had sex with someone i wasn't really involved in. Anyway, she heard, told her mother and that was it. I was WRONG, no doubt. But you can build bridges mate. Christmas, all of it, so hard. The struggle can change you.

But Parm, don't give up hope. You know what, family ISN'T everything, i have members on my family i hope to never see again. But those you love, you must reach out too. Even if it means a tail between the legs!

I wish you nothing but the best Sir. A lot of people care for you. Defining a man is simple, falling down is easy, getting back up is hard, and takes courage!

Ps....Stay off the white, it's crap, been there, done that. It never really helps. Also, modern Coke is **** anyway.