[officialleafan]

OMG, i hate it when things like this happen. Yesterday i was at the Co-op with a friend when we bumped into this girl from school. Her name was Ciara. I've not seen her for about a year now, so i was all over her. She came around to my house for a chat and stuff. We got talking and she was telling me about this guy she'd be going out with for three months. Then she suddenly burst out crying. She said that she hated him, and that he hated her too. She told me that he always made her feel ugly (he insulted her all the time), she also told me that her family loved him and everytime she'd tried telling them about this they ignored her and told her she was attention seeking. Me, being a wannabe agony aunt told her to go and speak to her parents again, and to show them that she was being serious and that this guy was bullying her. She left in such a good mood because i made her feel good about herself. Anyway, this morning i got a phone call from another friend telling me that she had jumped into a canal that night and killed herself

I'm so shocked because...i only spoke to her yesterday, and i thought that she'd be okay once she spoke to her parents, but it wasn't. I'm half blaming myself because i convinced her to speak up about it and tell her parents, but they must not of taken any notice and she just thought she couldn't take any more it's so sad, i don't even know why i'm sharing it, but i need to get it out somehow, i hate diary's, and i think this is the best place i can share it