[rionablue]

Ok so its a known fact I like Megan and that several people don't and I know what she was trying to say in the diary room didn't seem to make a whole lot of sense cos it was all this **** and that **** etc. I feel for her that she wasn't there to say goodbye to her granddad I wasn't there to say goodbye to my Dad as he died suddenly and that is something you never get back.

I think she regrets the lifestyle she chose and yes she is a bit misplaced in the house at times because Stephanie will spill it all out and talk about things thus gaining the sympathy of others where as Megan hasn't really cept to Stephanie for a moment as she admitted. I think she needs to integrate more with the group and try and have fun with the girls. I thought she was incredible in the talent competition by the way. It was easy for Stephanie to be good she was on X factor as was Christopher. Darren is a stage star so its his job to sing well, John Partridge is an actor singer and dancer, Kristina is a dancer. I think the stars were Megan, the two lads with their spoof of swan lake, and I thought that Gemma and Daniella were horribly good.

I wont change my opinion of Meg on tonights little diary room chat. In all fairness how many have gone in there the past few days ranting and raving. I think she saw the sympathy the lads had for Steph and she said herself that her granddad was watching over her and it made her think of her own situation