[Josy]

Originally Posted by sungrass

Well on Towie - a good five years back she was much more sweet and very vulnerable - she really tried hard to find love - and was rejected and humiliated over and over again for ratings.

This is what annoys me - is that people do not have memories.

The result of this treatment was her putting on this "front" and thats the side of her that people hate.

On Towie for years she has said she dreams of having twin girls. Shes loosing faith and hope now - she hasnt had the best guidance from her parents/management - she is not intelligent - when her PR people tell her how to act she probably does it.

She has worked hard all her life and doesnt want to sponge off a man - but I think she has NEVER experienced what all her essex chums have experienced in their life style - just being wined and dined and truly cared for by someone who loves you. She has just been rejected and rejected and now its turned her into this.

She needs some good friends in her life. I can see straight through the front and Im not angry with her for having one - she gets a lot of stick - jokes about her weight etc shes been big ever since she was a child, she needs some serious help with her weight issues but society instead decides to be cruel about it...

honestly I despair at humanity sometimes.

I've never see Towie so why would I have memories of it?

And Gemma said herself she wants someone with money so she doesn't have to work....