[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Jake.

Well now I just need to find out if Emma from my work still wants to have the meeting with me and my tutor(s), when I see/talk to her next I'll tell her that I'm 100% certain I don't want to do it anymore but I'll attend the meeting if that's what she wants.. Just want all of this to be over

On a plus, we've got open days at colleges coming up over the next two weeks!

..she'll see how unhappy it's made you and that it's totally the right decision for you ..you've done really well doing something about it Jake and changing path..and that in itself is a strong thing to do so in a way the worst bit is over, this is just a little bit of slightly awkward stuff that goes with it but it really isn't anything to worry about..I know you will but I don't think the reality of that meeting will be anything like what you worry it'll be..I think you'll feel a huge sense of relief and like a weight has been lifted....have you thought about what sort of course you want to do..?..