[Vicky.]

All day everyday though? I don't think I could stand it

Am definitely getting to the stage where I am going to start buying it though in some form. I told my physio this, and she ****ing reported me to social services for a 'substance abuse' problem! I told her I had had maybe 20 spliffs in the past few years but when I did they helped a lot (and it was only ever when at my mothers so someone was there to watch kids anyway) and yeah, she took the fact that i want to get myself out of pain to be me being a bad mother. She also said I had a problem with alcohol, as I said that when my painkillers run out, if I don't have the kids (or if someone else is there to watch them) I have been known to self-medicate with alcohol, as I want to avoid going to A&E when I get bad and I know theres a chance I can make it more bearable myself. This apparently makes me an alcoholic

****ing twat.

May delete these posts as clearly my issues is nothing to do with the poor boy in the OP