[AProducer'sWetDream]

It reminds me a lot of my own experience of coming out when I moved to university tbh. I wasn't out at home but I knew people at uni would be very accepting and I wanted to start living my life, so to speak. However, I was very scared of saying the actual words and being fully open about it because I had this paranoia that it would somehow spread to my friends back home if I was open about it. So I would try and make it obvious while never actually saying the words, 'I'm gay'