[Alf]

Tomorrow will be 7 years since my best friend did the same.

The time has flew by. I still remember everything so clearly from the moment I found out.

I was waiting for a bus after doing a 2-10 shift on a Friday night and I rang my brother because we were supposed to be playing poker that night and I was just ringing to make sure they were there. The first thing my brother said was "I 've got some bad news" and I could tell by the tone of his voice that something bad had happened, a million thoughts raced through my mind in a couple of seconds, I thought he was gonna say that one of my parents had died, then he told me and I went into a state of shock. As I hung up the phone the bus came around the corner and I just got on a fairly packed bus in shock with my mind racing. It was about 2-3 hours before I snapped out of it and then burst into tears for days.

I lost a piece of me that night.

I miss him so much.