[Beso]

As long as you ain't hurting anyone else, violent outbursts of hatred are as good as an outburst of crying.

Infact they are better cause nobody is gonna slap your face and tell you to pull yourself together.

[Redway]

No, we ain’t hurting nobody. Just drawing the line when enough’s enough.

[Beso]

Originally Posted by Redway

No, we ain’t hurting nobody. Just drawing the line when enough’s enough.

Do you know the people you hate?

Just asking cause the people I hate the mostly dont have names.

To explain that, and to be open as **** to strangers.(it helps for some strange reason)

When my son died in 2012 at a young age, A website called stupid deaths feautered his death because it made the national papers in scotland

My morbidness made me look, and well..you can imagine the hatred I've felt ever since.


He died taking legal highs, but the papers picked up on it because his twitter feed was him bragging about going out on that fateful night to take them.

[Redway]

Originally Posted by parmnion

Do you know the people you hate?

Just asking cause the people I hate the mostly dont have names.

To explain that, and to be open as **** to strangers.(it helps for some strange reason)

When my son died in 2012 at a young age, A website called stupid deaths feautered his death because it made the national papers in scotland

My morbidness made me look, and well..you can imagine the hatred I've felt ever since.


He died taking legal highs, but the papers picked up on it because his twitter feed was him bragging about going out on that fateful night to take them.

That sounds like such a rough ordeal (involving your son). Is there anything you do to help you when the grief and resentment hits (drinking whiskey doesn’t count, let’s be honest)?

But in my case they have names, yeah. I know exactly who they are.

[Beso]

Originally Posted by Redway

That sounds like such a rough ordeal (involving your son). Is there anything you do to help you when the grief and resentment hits (drinking whiskey doesn’t count, let’s be honest)?

But in my case they have names, yeah. I know exactly who they are.

Let's just say I cant swing a punch like I used to, so my face isn't as handsome as it once was.

But that was in the past, things are improving now. Om lucky I've never had a very close friend that I've ended up hating, they've all been really cool.

[Redway]

Originally Posted by parmnion

Let's just say I cant swing a punch like I used to, so my face isn't as handsome as it once was.

But that was in the past, things are improving now. Om lucky I've never had a very close friend that I've ended up hating, they've all been really cool.

I protected two of the people involved/on my hate-list so much in the end but they didn’t deserve a single iota of it. Sometimes I wish I would’ve just left them to the wolves and let them take a good beating. It wasn’t my mess to sort out (it was just one of the many issues with them) and the stress of it all affected my health badly but without me it’s unlikely that one of them would still be alive. I regret that now. He thought it was all fine and that no-one wanted to hurt him but they did. They did. He was just too stupid to take accountability and step up to the truth. You can go off on a reactive tirade and blame everyone but yourself for all your problems and stupid mishaps but it’ll all fall back on you eventually. Some of them might come back with a flimsy apology and “I would not have apologised if I didn’t mean it” but if you were that sorry in the first place you wouldn’t have done it and damaged someone’s year at all. And I’m probably always going to hate them for everything they did.

[Redway]

Originally Posted by Redway

No, we ain’t hurting nobody. Just drawing the line when enough’s enough.

Although sometimes the lines can be blurred between you shutting the door on toxic people after one incident too many and it seeming like you just want to keep punishing them, and sometimes the latter’s what you actually want to do and probably would if you had less chill. Life always goes on and you just attend to the gazillion-and-one more important things you have going on in your life but there are some things/wounds you never really get over. Especially when you see the people you hate having fun and having a good life you feel like they don’t deserve.