I dont feel members have that thought about me tbh..given the amount of abuse I get in general

People seem to argue/debate with me perfectly fine too
However the other way around, I do sometimes find myself holding back certain opinions and stuff incase it gets used against me in the future for something..and with some members I do tend to tone down what I was going to say in a debate..or compeltely ignore their posts sometimes.. so that they don't start with all the 'it must be vicky' stuff when they get their next ban