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Dear fans,
has been a turbulent year. The emotions I felt were more intense, both positive and negative.
Sometimes I feel extremely depressed, other times I feel great elation; However, now, the sad moments outnumber the happy ones.
So I am writing this letter to those who have felt and still feel the same way.
Someone once told me that worry is equivalent to always stay under an umbrella to avoid getting wet when it rains.
However, in doing so, it will never be possible to enjoy the warmth of the sun.
I worry so much. I worry about my family, because I'm away from them for most of the time. I worry for the future, for work, for my aspect, for the images of horror that appear in the news, the way in which humans treat other humans, animals and the environment.
Sometimes it is too much to bear and sink into a black tunnel.
However, it happens to see pictures of a man who saves the day by the flood or of a protester who is opposed to the war peacefully standing up in front of the tanks.
Sometimes it helps to meditate calmly not suffer.
One of the biggest changes was to leave Syco and Sony.
As in all relationships, we had ups and downs. I will always be grateful for what we shared and the lessons I've learned.
After several years, I have thought and thought about leaving the label. I was scared to get out of a situation somewhat safe, even though I knew that I Syco and we were no longer in harmony and sometimes in total disagreement.
I clung to this situation as safe as now I was used to doing.
One day everything changed.
For my fifth album, I was asked to make a record that would not be representative of my way of being. I mean, you have the opportunity to make a record in this time of crisis is one thing of which I am very grateful.
But I can not record an album that does not speak of myself, who does not speak to my soul.
So I decided that I could no longer have to compromise and I made the choice to leave Syco.
I was threatened if I had pursued my intent, the Syco would have publicly announced to have me discharged.
This made me very badly, but at this point nothing would prevent me from reaching my goal.
The end of a relationship can be really suffer, but in the end there is still a bit 'of love.
Change is uncomfortable, unsettling. It can be painful, can upset your whole world and you have to decide whether to sink or swim.
I decided to swim.
I decided to go ahead but, honestly, I do not know how it will end.
But I'm sure of one thing: I was true to myself and I followed my heart.
So, whatever the future will bring, I'm ready.
Knowing that you are with me on this trip warms my heart.
Thank you for being here with me.
I will love you always,
Leona.
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#pray4lele I really hope her career can be revived away from syco. Here for new music regardless
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