[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Jake.

Yeah, I'm just hoping that it's all over soon and I can go back to being happy 'ol me.. As you said, I just need the weight to be lifted

And we're looking at art courses and a music technology course

..yeah I know it's still a bit of a weight now but it's kind of the last little bit and it probably won't be as awkward and scary as you think because we tend to be our worst enemies with things like this and reality isn't as bad as the 'monsters' in our head say it will be...and each bit takes you more to being the happy ol' you.....because you've realised how unhappy this course has made it and you're changing that and that's a really brave thing and something I admire you for..it'll be fine Jake, you'll be nervous yeah and just want to get it over with but you'll be totally fine..your mum must be so proud of you and she has every right to be......


..oh Art or music technology....yeah, I can totally see that, that that's much more you and something really exciting to look forward to...I can see this happy ol' Jake already on one of those courses.......

[Ammi]

..see also, look how much your drawing has developed just over the time of your thread..look how much skill there is to develop and refine....lots, that's how much...lots....

[Jake.]

Originally Posted by Ammi

..yeah I know it's still a bit of a weight now but it's kind of the last little bit and it probably won't be as awkward and scary as you think because we tend to be our worst enemies with things like this and reality isn't as bad as the 'monsters' in our head say it will be...and each bit takes you more to being the happy ol' you.....because you've realised how unhappy this course has made it and you're changing that and that's a really brave thing and something I admire you for..it'll be fine Jake, you'll be nervous yeah and just want to get it over with but you'll be totally fine..your mum must be so proud of you and she has every right to be......


..oh Art or music technology....yeah, I can totally see that, that that's much more you and something really exciting to look forward to...I can see this happy ol' Jake already on one of those courses.......

Yeah, just looking forward for a fresh start really

thanks though Ammi