[Ammi]

...you (genuinely think..).. you're going into a 'danger zone', you place yourself in front of that danger zone..you place yourself in danger and leave no option other than to shoot dead..(you think..)...all, all decisions and choices that you yourself have made despite any training that would say that would be the thing you would not do in the first place...you bear no responsibility for that child brandishing a fake gun but you bear every responsibility for his loss of life...