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Join Date: May 2014
Location: Scotland
Posts: 16,024
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Senior Member
Join Date: May 2014
Location: Scotland
Posts: 16,024
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Originally Posted by Mitchell
So I’ve kinda been trying to think everything through in my head for the last 12 hours or so, this isn’t just some random decision I’ve decided to make.
As I mentioned last night, I can’t find my anti depressants, this might seem like a minor thing to some people, but it’s literally making me paranoid and I’m easily losing control of all my emotions, I’m constantly having mood swings, last night I had about 6 different emotions in a minute, it’s too much.
Before I realised they were missing, I was absolutely fine, then once I’d realised they’d gone I just started getting really stressed out at the littlest of things, the whole guests watching us in this game, that never bothered me until last night, now it’s making me super paranoid.
Also with this mood I’ve also made people very uncomfortable and I’ve obviously upset some of them too, which is not me and never something I intended, this time of the year is super stressful for me as it is, a lots happening in my real life, so when something seemingly good happens, I ramp it up to something it shouldn’t be.
This is a game, and it’s a very well run and enjoyable game, but as of now, it’s making a real effect on my actual life, which it shouldn’t.
This is nothing against Riley, he’s a fantastic host and has honestly ran one of the most incredibly fun games I’ve ever played, I would love to take part in a future series when my emotions aren’t all over the place.
So for now I’ve taken the decision to remove myself from the game (unless I find my anti depressants by the HOH task lmao, then you’ll have to suffer with me a bit longer.)
It’s nothing against any of the players, you’re all amazing people and amazing competitors (except for one personality drainer, I think we all know what moaner I’m talking about lol)
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This is really sad  Awful that you feel this way
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