[arista]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

Easter eggs are a waste of time. All that hollow space could be filled with more chocolate or some delicious feilling.

Bang On Right

[Iceman]

That I'm not well at all. Have had to call into work two days in a row sick. Wondering if I'll get more than an hours sleep tonight. :/

[Johnnyuk123]

Originally Posted by iceman

That I'm not well at all. Have had to call into work two days in a row sick. Wondering if I'll get more than an hours sleep tonight. :/

Get to bed! Hope you feel better tomorrow.

[Iceman]

Originally Posted by Johnnyuk123

Get to bed! Hope you feel better tomorrow.

Thanks. Yeah I'm on the way there now. Just couldn't get a sleep at all last night.

[rubymoo]

That it's late and i should get to bed, also being on the laptop too close to bedtime will probably disrupt my sleep (as will the 3 glasses of wine i've had!) Thank goodness it's Sunday tomorrow (today!)

[Kizzy]

I'm wondering if I should move to Nantucket.....

[rubymoo]

Originally Posted by Kizzy

I'm wondering if I should move to Nantucket.....

I think we should all move to Nantucket

[Ammi]

..that I've caught iceman's virus so pretty annoyed with iceman right now...I hope that you feel better soon though Eoin.....

[Alf]

If a gumboil could boil oil, how much oil would a gumboil boil, if a gumboil could boil oil?

[mooo]

Just been awake all night, no sleep ��

[Gusto Brunt]

Winning tonight Lottery.

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

O'town and LFO are still a thing?

RIP Rich Cronin

[Crimson Dynamo]

will there ever be a boy born who can swim faster

than a shark?

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Originally Posted by LeatherTrumpet

will there ever be a boy born who can swim faster

than a shark?

Yes my son.

[waterhog]

I no this might sound mad - but I am thinking who is in the phone box ?

[Smithy]

Light Headed or My Arena should have been on This is Acting instead of Sweet Design

[Jords]

I really like hot chocolate

But now I want chocolate, chocolate

[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Ithinkiloveyoutoo

I need to watch Giant with ELizabeth Taylor again. I remember my mum and dad playing it all the time when I was little and I possibly loved it.

..one of my favourite old Elizabeth Taylor movies is Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, try to watch that as well CeeCee...plus East of Eden../my favourite James Dean one is another must see, if you haven't seen it already...

Originally Posted by Gusto Brunt

Winning tonight Lottery.

...did you win, Gusto..?...

[Ithinkiloveyoutoo]

Originally Posted by Jords

I really like hot chocolate

But now I want chocolate, chocolate

Well I am not saying i'm hot chocolate...but I am.

Originally Posted by Ammi

..one of my favourite old Elizabeth Taylor movies is Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, try to watch that as well CeeCee...plus East of Eden../my favourite James Dean one is another must see, if you haven't seen it already...

Will add those on the to watch list.

[Vicky.]

Heh lets depress the **** out of everyone eh...

Whats on my mind...I am thinking how I cannot even afford to pay the photographer at my wedding in 2 weeks. I can't afford my rent this month. I am in such bad pain that I have taken 8 dihydrocodeine tablets to try and sort it, which has dulled it slightly but made me feel slightly high, and not in a good way, in a sickly way. My kids are taking the piss out of me as I am ill so they have screamed all damn day. My sister is currently at a spa with my mother...the spa that I wanted to go to for my hen night (would have been tonight) but noone could afford it apparently, then as soon as I said it didnt matter the pair of them went and booked for themselves. Oh, and my mothers not even bothering herself to come to me bastard wedding either..as she booked a weekend in skegness at the same time and doesn't want to lose the 70 pound she paid. Add this to the bridesmaids dresses I bought being far too small so another hundred quid down the toilet. The wedding dress I bought despite giving measurements did not fit, so another 200 there and no returns...hence being so skint now as everything needed replaced. Honestly, if I didn't have the kids to think about I would go and finish the entire box of painkillers I have in the kitchen right now and just be ****ing done with it

Yeah, random thoughts, fantastic.

[Ammi]

....well that escalated quickly...ok, slow it down Vicky, your pain is probably particularly bad today because of your stress and the children are probably fractious today for the same reason, they're connecting to your stress/picking up on it, so are feeling unsettled themselves...no more dihydrocodeine, I think...codeine is the worst thing for nausea and your body is telling you no more by the fact that you're feeling ill now...if they haven't worked yet to take the pain away..(I don't know what your maximum daily dose is..)...then they're not going to work so just no more ...your mum and sister are at a spa, which you were meant to be at as well...I know that really sucks Vicky but they're there/that's their decision and it's not going to change, you have your wedding in two weeks to focus on so don't let their choice and where they are distract you from that...maybe you don't need to pay a photographer, professional photographs can be achieved so easily with ordinary photos/finishing touches etc so maybe someone else/a friend could take the pics...your dress is ok now, so a huge pain that it cost you more but if there was nothing you could do about that either, then you do have your dress now so you don't have to worry about that...your mum, well...if she's going to miss your day to go on holiday, then that's the decision she's made and it's not something you're happy about but it still isn't going to spoil your day, the only thing that would spoil your day would be if the groom went to Skegness instead of coming....

...ok, you have your rent to pay so it's something that you'll have to sit down and think about/if there's a solution/a delay etc that could happen...but just breathe in/out slowly and slow down, sit down....

[Johnnyuk123]

I was doing ok but Vicky has now made me depressed. Joking. I feel for you Vicky and i hope the wedding goes well inspite of those problems. As for me? well i too am on painkillers and I don't like taking anykind of meds but these morphin tablets are a god send.
I'm popping them in like they are smarties. Oh no I'm now thinking of smarties.

[Vicky.]

Everything you say is right ammi..I just kinda needed to let that all out somewhere as I dont wanna take all of my stress out on the kids or gavin and sorry it ended up here

I am so pissed off. I was due nearly 2 grand this week of sickness benefits that they have been withholding from me due to ATOS/maximus curing me overnight a month before I nearly died, and now they have proof that I am actually ill I was told I would get it this week backdated and the proper award given to me from now until next year (when I really hope to be better..god), but now apparently the DWP are looking into appealing it AGAIN despite having all of the proof they needed earlier. literally mountains of paperwork proving that I live each day in a haze of various painkillers and cant even get out of bed some days due to the pain I have been left in by the messed up operation I got that was meant to fix me This 2 grand was meant to pay for a hell of a lot of stuff, including the rent arrears I am now in for my 'spare' bedroom that is anything but...we have to have a double mattress in the sitting room on a weekend as we don't have enough bedrooms ffs. And yeah, the food, cake, photographer and spending money for the honeymoon..along with clearing said rent arrears.. was all meant to be coming from this money I was promised I would get, which is now being withheld yet again. Its just too much. I can't deal with it anymore, especially with the bloody pain near 24/7 too. Seems the whole world is against me recently, and I don't know what I have done to deserve it all, I really don't.

Also I cannot cancel the honeymoon and get the cash to pay rent arrears as 1. I didnt pay for it and 2. Everything would be lost now anyway from cancelling as its too late, plus would have to pay 240 quid to cancel it

[Ammi]

...I think that the last thing you should be thinking about anyway Vicky, is cancelling the honeymoon...when you start to prioritise, that's definitely a necessity for you right now and good that it is happening/that it can't be cancelled because not going would only make it all worse/make you feel worse...you need that break, you need some time away...the rent etc will get paid, it will have to wait/they will have to wait just as you're being made to wait and they won't have any choice just as you don't have any choice...it'll probably need some working out/talking to people etc, but that all can be done, one bit at a time...make a list and only deal with one thing at a time, put everything else on the list out of your head and take it a step at a time....

[Vicky.]

I explained all of this to the council already, and as they can see the DWP systems they must know I am telling the truth but they reckon its not their problem and that I shouldn't be in arrears to start with, which is fair comment I guess but its still not entirely my fault that I have had a reduced income for months due to the miracle workers at my fit for work test...ugh. Its just getting ontop of me right now. I know I am being irrational and OTT and way too emotional. I should be fine tomorrow,m shouldnt have brought this up on here really :S Thanks ammi