[Captain.Remy]

A few days ago, my dad found out he is diabetic which isn't surprising considering his mum and my great grand mother were and he is in his 50s and he's physically big.

THEREFORE I have to take the test to find out if I am diabetic or not, and considering I was obese 10 years-ago + hereditary background, there are high odds I am diabetic, according to my mum (she's a nurse).

The thing is, I have the symptoms: I'm more tired while playing rugby, I eat more but lost a bit of weight and I drink water a lot which may show a dysfunction from the sugar regulation system.

If I am, then I'm pretty much screwed because I don't want to give up sugar or doing whatever I want. I'm a guy who likes to do his own stuff. So I told my parents I'd rather be dead at 30 but I lived my life fully than living until 80 and living like a prisoner.

I almost want to be diabetic because if I'm not, I will have to give my mum a deadly combo double kick in the head that she will never forget for making me paranoid about this.

No one may care but I had to say it somewhere as I probably wouldn't tell my mates and my girlfriend.