[Xander]

Aww Christina kept telling me about her Nan, and we had a few conversations about it. Its really really sad to hear, as I know she was a great carer for her nan, and did everything she could for her to feel more comfortable. My thoughts are with her family and her.

[Marc]

Aww I'm so sorry to hear about that Christina, my thoughts go out to you! and whenever you just wanna come on and chat and have a laugh... just let us know xxxxx

[\PJ/]

That is so sad christina im always on msn if you need me.

[Tom4784]

Oh no, I remember Christina talking about her nan fondly. I'm so sorry to hear this news. If she doesn't read this please pass on my condolences, My grandad suffered from alzeimers and cancer so I know how she feels. I wish the best for Christina and her family.

[supernoodles!]

aw no this is such sad news,christina had spoken to me about her nan in msn convos and on the forum before and i felt i could relate to her situation in some ways as my gran also has alzhimers and is in the later stage of it atm.My toughts go out to Christina and her family at this sad time and i hope she can come to terms with her loss in time.Thanks for posting this Conzors its very sweet of you,if your speaking to her again let her know that myself and im sure all her other friends on tibb are thinking of her

[Noel]

I'm so sorry to hear this, Christina.
Be strong, and just know we're all here for you.
At least your nan can rest peacefully now.
RIP.

[bronaaaa]

*hugs christina*
sorry to hear about your nan x x x

[Dan_]

I could tell from her posts just how much she cared for her nan, I'm sorry for your loss Christina.Best wishes to you in this hard time.

[Jen]

I'm really sorry Christina, I know what you are going through and its not easy. But Christina you are a trooper and we are all here for you, for a chat or for a laugh!

Thankyou Conzors for letting us know

xxx

[Firewire]

Aw Christina. RIP to your nan.

You know we are always here to talk.

[Magic]

Christina, stay strong.
Your Nan is in a better and happier place, and I am sure she will never forget you.

Thinking of you alot,
X

[BigSister]

awwwwwno im sorry to hear that christina I know just how you feel but you can get through it and we will all be here for you

[Loukas]

R.I.P.

Christina, you are a strong girl. You can pull threw this. I'm sorry to hear about the loss. You have my number if you want a chat. xx Love you.

[Christina]

Id like to say a massive thankyou to everyone who has thought about me and my nan. Your posts have brought tears to my eyes. It was an extremley hard time for me yesterday, i felt as though my nan waited for me as silly as some of you might think it sounds. I didnt get up until 3pm [i wish i had of got up earlier but these things cant be helped] and she waited until i had got ready. The doctor and district nurse had come in that morning and had told us that she needed to be put on a drip, she was also having to be taken to a hospice but we were ready to fight for her. She told us that she wanted to die at home. She got her wish. She passed away at 3.40 pm, and i held her hand moments later she fell asleep and she was gone. She was surrounded by her family which i feel she would of wanted. Unfourtunatly she didnt make it in time for her daughter but her daughter did see her. The undertakers took her to the chapel of rest at 8.30pm and i sat with her until they did. It was honestly the worst day of myne and my familys life.

My nan played a massive role in my family. She cared for me all my life which makes it harder as i have never spent a night away from her [excluding the sleepovers and mini holidays]. Her bed and room is now empty but i can feel that she is with us. We are not sure when her funeral is but she is to be cremated. We are going to be putting our old pet cat Mitzy's ashes in her coffin as one of my nans old phrases were 'Mitzy you'll be quick enough to jump in my coffin'.

I knew that my nan didnt have long left. These past 6 weeks have been heartbreaking to say the least, i have seen how weak she had become, she had got to the point were she could no longer talk, eat, drink or even walk. My nan was a fighter and i loved her very much. I have asked if i can write a special poem for her and my auntie and dad have said that i can do whatever i want. As distressing as this may sound, i had always feared waking up and finding my nan dead. I had always been afraid. But when i sat there with her it looked as though she was asleep. She was very cold but looked very peaceful and comfy. I just thank God that she has lived 93 years of her life. And i could feel her pulse slowing fade away as i held my grandmothers hand.

And finally before i go i would like to say a massive thankyou to Conor who wrote this in memory of my nan. Im sure she enjoyed her late night phone call with you. I thankyou for everytime i come to you, Josh, Alex and Loukas [and everyone else]. Im sure wherever my nan may be she is looking down on all of you and raising a glass of whisky to each and everyone of you at Tibb. Thankyou all so much for your kind words. And R.I.P to my wonderful strong loving nan. I love you and i always will.

Thanks again xx

[Christina]

P.S I also am very thankful that i was the last to kiss her goodbye when the undertakers took her away. I told her i loved her and how thankful i was to her x

[MR.K!]

Sorry to hear about your loss.
R.I.P

[Kate..]

Aw Christina this must be really really hard for you, and from complete experience I know what you're going through and there's honestly not much that can be said to make you feel better right now. But I know you're strong and wonderfull and that even with the massive amount of pain you must be going through you'll push through it and get on with life like you should.

One thing death of a close family member did to me (after quite a lot of crying) is you learn to grasp life every day and literally live every day like it could be your last, and I've always thought that's a really good thing to have because it makes you enjoy life a lot more, it's horrible that it has to come at such a dreaded and mean cost.

Love you loads and I'm deeply thinking of you

R.I.P

xx

[Christina]

Thanks for your lovley words Kate. Im sorry for your loss too. The thing is i knew it was coming, i woke up and felt dreadful it was as if i knew. I cried in the shower and when i come downstairs mum said i should hold nans hand. At first i couldnt but i did. I dont whether i should be happy that she died holding my hand or not. But mum said its what she would of wanted. I will try and stay strong for her, although i havent eaten yet lool. Thanks to everyone again xx

[Conor]

Thats really bad news I hope you pull through and get back to your normal self soon

[Christina]

Thanks Conor, hows your cat? x

[Nicky.]

Aww Christina x

I remember you talking about your nan and how much she meant to you. I was in tears when I heard last night, just thinking about how you must be feeling.

If you ever want to talk, Im always on msn or srop me a U2U x

Just remember all your TiBB friends are here for you xxx

Nicky x

[Christina]

Originally posted by Nickyy
Aww Christina x

I remember you talking about your nan and how much she meant to you. I was in tears when I heard last night, just thinking about how you must be feeling.

If you ever want to talk, Im always on msn or srop me a U2U x

Just remember all your TiBB friends are here for you xxx

Nicky x

Aww thanks Nicky Im sorry to hear that you was upset but its ok she was 93 years old, she had a good life and died where she wanted to die. Shes at peace now, im sure shes up there with her friends having a good old chin wag lol x

[Nicky.]

Lol - yea, at least she will be happy now Catching up on everything with her friends lol x

[Christina]

Yep lol, she always talked about them

Btw heres a lil pic of her, i thought she looked sweet:



xx

[supernoodles!]

aw christina that post explaining what happend and when etc brought tears to my eyes.My earlier post said it all really,my thoughts are with you and your family,we are all here for you on tibb,your nan passing away has really made me think about my gran alot.God bless you ,your fmaily and your nan
R.I.P