I just won $350 back so quickly making $50 bets in blackjack and I actually feel so calm now after I was SOOOO pissed an hour ago I prob didn't even seem as mad as I actually just was (btw I wasn't gonna go crazy losing a lot more money, I said to myself I would lose $100 max there & quit if I did and as soon as I hit $200+ I'd also quit after my first loss (literally won 4 in a row after hitting $200 until I finally lost one). It felt amazing even tho I've still lost so much more money than that today still sksk It was more around -$1,600 so -$1,250ish now which is still awful tho nnnn now I'm feeling a bit more heated again thinking about it

Yeah a break is needed. It gets exhausting too playing too many days per week and I've been going OTT with it.

Like I got a 17th in a $100 tournament when 15 win, a 10th in a $55 when 8 won (and 8th was like a $160 profit right away in that structure), etc. etc. gahhh. But aight it's definitely time to chill for a bit with the gambling, maybe stick to mostly the sports/darts betting. Like I REALLY did not need to risk all that smh, there's no way to get rich / especially this quick from poker/gambling but it's tough to stop sometimes I'll just have to kinda reset and start fresh with still a lot of profit and luckily I do also have the free $400 tournament waiting for me next week.

Ok NOW I'm done lol & I'll try to reply to the convo a bit later. I did notice the darts bet, I think imma do the same one

ACTUALLY so ****ing pissed rn, I've literally never done this bad in one day in poker tournaments it's unbelievable ffs I don't even wanna think right now but pretty sure I've lost like $1,700 today or something crazy around that. Jinxed myself in a BAD way I guess idk, I just can't even believe it. So many tournaments I was doing really well in too that I just got ****ed in over and over again. I barely won a thing back in all of my tournaments/buyins today which is just insane / NEVER goes this bad... and ok sorry I just really needed to rant rn

Eh has there been another Aaliyah reveal ..

Oh I'm a dumbass. I just now realized it's delayed due to weather ffs

Yeah I legit still have no clue what's going on here with this Nascar race </3 It says 3:10 start time (hour and a half ago) and they're still just showing some random clips / movie previews or w/e Damn @ losing that bet </3 Golf win incoming I feel like you should go back to darts tho you were doing good with that

BYEEEEE @ dead wasps inside ffffffff nooo

Yeah like I am doing GOOD lately tho, like even from months back, so it's ok when I lose. I might as well keep going for it rn while I'm hot & confident in my game and if I start going cold I can just chill. I could lose $500 like 5 days in a row and still be more than fine atm (NOT calling for that to happen tho, please no ). Oh ok I see @ the min wage, lol there's no age differences here BUT older people are generally inclined to get paid a bit more, just no rules or regulations on that and any age could still be getting paid the country-wide min wage

Not a cocktail Omg it's the BEST juice tho (mix of fruits, such a good combo esp mixed with alcohol). You need to try if it's available at all there! Nnnn is it not healthy tho? Gross I could never, tomatoes are so disgusting & the thought of it in juice form

you won't be buying a copy then I take it

Never even heard of Boris Koltsov Where's he sprung up from. No Paul Nicholson then? Shocker

I've only been once ages ago, bloody expensive with the booze and losing all my bets but was good fun. Been meaning to go to Cheltenham last couple of years with it being quite local but not got around to it yet, maybe next year if it's allowed to go ahead

Raaarely watch it, at least I don't aim to watch it. Just seen it on randomly before or highlights of it while I've watched other sports' highlights in the past. Idk what's going on with it rn tho, I thought it was supposed to start but I think they're still previewing the race

Oranges > orange juice for me. Watermelon I'm not even too sure what figs/dates are but they seem nasty lol. I'd consider them vegetables as well

Yeah they're reeeally good. Is there not fruit punch over there or just not tried it? Omg I can't believe people even consider tomato a fruit and make juice out of it too. **** NO so gross

I get that, they're all such confusing terms for what's all basically the same thing anyway Like I drive all the time and I couldn't even tell you many of the specifics either or tell the difference sometimes. There's also freeway which is pretty much just another version of the parkway, like idk lol