MESS Nnnn I just imagined if you had that treadmill, you'd be putting a bottle of vodka or wine or something on like a table across from you to use as motivation?

I'm actually so much better with limiting my losses in person over online gambling... cause like if I SEE the money I'm losing I'm a lot better at setting a limit at least And I also don't keep THAT much cash on me either and it makes me feel kinda sick to go to an ATM to get more money. Usually I won't allow myself to lose any more than like $500ish in a "session" but sometimes I've lost control in the past especially when I'm on a hot streak and feel like invincible like I'm definitely gonna win it back (like I said I've even gone and tried bets in the $100's in the past in games like blackjack & sports bets etc. which is just flat out dumb unless you're rich )

Sksk yeah like how did you even manage that lmao? Just jogged to your vodka & coke, drank, jogged away, etc? I guess it was fine if you didn't drink that much? I prob would've puked. Did you get like a rush from it or anything?

Yeah multiple different tournaments/cash games. Nah I barely even liked it in this case cause it was like repeatedly getting punched in the gut the way I was losing Just rough lol. One of my friends was playing too but it wasn't going well for him either and he quit early like I should have! Like after losing the $300 and some cheaper ones I should've just accepted it at that point.

Ahh what would you play? Roulette again? I'm trying to avoid the casino games these days because they're fun but sooo bad for losing money in the long run. Those are more of a live action AC thing for me.

Soooo much bad luck yesterday tho... I was PIIIISSED at times

Lmaoooo @ drinking & jogging at the same time I guess that's one way to multitask for a buzz & getting fit

Yeah I lost about $700, close to it, but $300 was for one tournament loss (a mistake trying that one)... I was doing even worse tho (losing about $1000ish at the worst point while I was in my last few tournaments) but finally got a few decent wins towards the end of the day. I guess it's NOT aaalways bad to keep playing while losing ... Still dumb yesterday tho but when I've played recently I've continued to do well for the most part so it's fine, just a setback now

Lol @ the bank forcing you to see what you didn't want to see It's a good thing you're home now tho

Yeah I quite like Thomas Rhett, he's got another new one out atm that's pretty good too. Just put Jordan Davis on in the background last hour and like it a lot, very easy listening. Leaving New Orleans and Singles You Up have been my favourite ones so far. Listened to a bit of Sam Hunt and wasn't quite as keen, bit too R&By for my liking lol.

Ah I do like a bit of Johnny Cash, especially his Folsom Prison album. He's one of the only older country stars I could quite easily listen to really, a lot of other stuff can sound a bit dated now I think. Least listening to country music is one thing you can do as a family now that you're home again how are you finding it?

Nooo idea.. Idk, what’d you do?

Poker did NOT go well for me btw Had a feeling it wouldn’t, like I usually do well when I don’t even expect it and not so much when I’m really excited/ready to play

Ah I'm glad you liked it, Me and Jack was my favourite when I first heard the album, reckon that would be great live. Yeah his voice is really distinctive, it's not like that soulful or anything but it works really well with his songs. I'd say it's almost a bit nasally but that makes it sound bad lol. There's a new song out he's done with Thomas Rhett called Beer Can't Fix which is quite good and more poppy. I like that about 90% of his songs involve alcohol have you ever listened to Eric Church? Springsteen has become one of my favourite songs so I've been trying to listen to more of him recently but his stuffs quite hit or miss

I don't know many people lol, it's mainly just the people I went to the States with. None of them were very keen before but I think just seeing and hearing so much of it out there has converted them. Do you know many?

I’m cancelling my monthly drinking for the foreseeable future

I threw up also