I'm not going anywhere at the moment. At the moment I'm planning on drinking myself to death which I've estimated will take about 5 days.

But that is never nice to tell anyone is it, especially people you care about.


I guess though if I'm going to do this I'm going to have to stop thinking about other peoples feelings

Ammi is cool I'm most worried about letting down Livia I think though. I hope she comes on soon before I go

Ohhh it's cool man. It's not nice being able to help not help someone. Which I guess is what I do to people on here so I'm just repeating the cycle.

Aw but why did you delete the thread? That's like killing away memories

I have trouble letting go, okay! This whole Mollie thing has really messed with my life a lot, like you and other people on this forum don't seem to understand that. It ended up practically causing my break-up with my boyfriend cause I was so sad about Mollie and it made my life really like spiral out of control. I had to go see psychologists and everything. Like people seem to think it's all a joke but Mollie was really one of the best friends i've ever had in my life (as sad as that may sound) and it basically feels like she died to me. I wish people would just understand that

Annie is also one of my favourites so it's fine lol ohh sounds like a nice day, I've gotta be in college soon which I cannot be arsed for, so yeah pretty cack day for me

How are you on this fine morning, my favourite red-head?