I wonder what state will win next I wouldn't mind my own place but I might consider a roommate as it'd be easier to manage splitting everything. Something I'd think more about if I'm getting closer to actually looking into a place and actually doing it.

A work from home job would be cool. What kind of position or trade or etc. would you get into for a job?

It’s a pain when things get in the way when you plan to do stuff together. You really want to see Tottenham you say? You’ll probably bump in to Michael21 I’m sure he’s a Tottenham fan

The thing is I would be exactly the same. Your going to be living there for a long time so you can’t just choose anything. There is a lot you have to consider so if something is not right about a particular place, don’t go for it, will only cause problems in the long run. Here’s hoping you find a good place soon

Most likely different area (like within New Jersey at least, maybe even same / very close city) but I'm also considering out of state I just don't know if it'd work for me.

And that's nice of them Sounds pretty good. I hate work as well, I wish I could find a more fun way to make money lol </3 Gambling is a nice bonus --- except when it goes bad

Nnnn not remembering Nick He's made a bit more of a name for himself at this point tho

Haha, I’ve got two weeks of work as well so enough time to recover Yes I remember you saying before you stayed in Woolwich. I wouldn’t say it’s my favourite place though but it’s slowly getting a little better. Do you not have a boyfriend who is into football or anything?

I’m stocked up for ages so at least that’s something eh? Yes everywhere in London is expensive and you want a flat or something that’s close to work etc. It can be really stressful, have you found anywhere you like so far?

Yeahhh basically my situation (saving money to maybe move out at some point soon) but unlike months / a year ago when I at least had a few thousand saved up and could've been smarter with it I now feel like I'm at a low point financially despite constantly working Feels pretty ****ty :/ And it's not just that AC trip of course, just been blowing money too much lately, but it feels like that was the final blow lol.. Might start applying for a better paying job while I'm still working at my current place. I think you've mentioned it before but I forgot, how do you get/maintain money without a job?

Tbf I don't really even know what the main storyline is right now (I guess Christie vs. Jackson, or Nick being a huge target very recently) but Jackson & Holly definitely the most likable left

Oh **** I must still be pissed or something sorry

It was Charlton vs Nottingham it was good. Ah right, I’ve been given so much alcohol for my birthday I’ve got no idea how I’m gonna get through it. Your looking for rooms?

Yeah I just needed top 200ish place out of like well over 1000 people and I could've at least doubled my money </3 (or gotten my money back after I made the second entry )

I think it's same for me but I just haaate feeling really broke / in debt so that's the only thing that controls me once I hit a low point with my money / spending

BBUS21 is still going but you probably made the best choice giving up. Kinda bored of it The Jackson & Holly showmance is holding it together tho

Spoilers:

Winner got like $60K+ that’s what I NEEDED There’s plenty of options, you can really get creative with it and most of the time you’d get it. Always see lots of variations and quite specific requests that they’re able to do. I definitely keep it basic though, specifically while I’m at the poker table

And damn, are you more fearful now afterwards?

Yes Enzo is back

It was fun but frustrating with really bad luck. We all lost pretty bad but my dad & my cousin (and his friend) came for this trip as well (because of this tournament). My cousin lost the worst but his friend is the only one who made money in the tournament and my dad didn't win anything in the tournament either but did reeeally well on the trip as a whole. My dad's like a poker pro over there, just sits at the poker table all day collecting cash.

Yeah @ alcohol but I didn't end up drinking to get drunk, just enough to drink my sorrows away from the tournament losses (oh and took a little more advantage of the $1 drinks at the poker room this time, got 2 Coronas, should've picked a luckier drink after it didn't work out the first time )

Lol how were you spending money you don't have? Are you using credit cards now?

Ugh it was kind of a disaster this time lol One of my friends had to bail last minute (that morning) which whatever is fine but that kinda made it less fun from the start and then gambling-wise it went so poorly nnnn. Main reason we went this weekend was for this $150 poker tournament that had a ton of money up for grabs; it was like a special this weekend (and $150 is pretty cheap for a live poker tournament) so a lot of people came for it --- big turnout, big money up for grabs. I lost 2 tries at that so blew $300 there alone. Probably lost $400-$500 in gambling and spent even more on the trip. I've had even worse spending trips tbh but it was when I was doing better financially / better with other gambling so it didn't hurt as much as this one. I feel depressed now

(the fact I use a while saying that and realize it after --- I use that smiley too damn much lol)