Yeah just kinda gives me a good energy and I love feeling good in that way, I just go through phases cause of laziness in recent years. Like I was a pretty solid athlete in HS and felt in GOOD shape then so it's depressing feeling like I've put on too much weight now lmaooo. I just feel gross & sort of like legit feeling unhealthy at times & not in the shape I want to be in. Gotta work on another diet too I think. Even tho I don't look THAT different or anything I can also tell when I look in the mirror and I'm finally just like naaah I gotta start getting into some routine again and reverse this ****. You are too sweet tho

I can tell you're kinda always in the mood. Yeah I'd assume that alcohol >>> weed for you but then again weed can also just be harder to get a hold of. Like I'm lucky my friend has a guy and gets it allllll the time. Weed is more of a smoother & relaxing effect for me that I LOVE and I love going on a trip from it rather than that overly drunk feeling that just kinda makes me feel sick. Ahhhh @ you not even having to wear a mask yet throughout all this. You got like a little home base shelter of protection, that timing for it. You & your parents are in like the best position during a pandemic like this lol

sis omg how have you been i've been away

I'm teetotal again. Have not had a drink since I broke my last record haha. I'm pretty boring. How bout you? Xx

I don't exactly like cheese flavors on its own but mixed with other things/flavors it's NICE so I'd have to try out some kind of combo

Ahhh when things start getting back to normal maybe I'll get into more of a drinking phase and then go ahead and try that home drinking finally one night. And as for tonight, I'm literally about to head to sleep.. again getting tired so much earlier these days. + ALL I have is wine at home still anyway But yeah it's kinda late in general but I was getting used to sleeping at 3-4am usually for a bit there. Still, this is kinda prime drinking time for me when I'm out (but I'd have started much earlier than this tbf)

Hmm yeah when you're just laying there at night and can't sleep it makes sense for your mind to just wander and keep you awake longer. For me it's just when I'm stressing about something that happened or is coming up but these days I literally think I just get to the point where I'm too tired and I fall asleep immediately no matter what's going on in my life or how much is on my mind

Lmaooo you're cute with that response about working out but nah in my head I gotta do it especially after I've slacked for a while and actually feel myself gaining weight / getting out of shape. Like just NO lol. Laziness is the only thing but I actually like getting in better shape and feeling good in that way, even the process is nice once I finally get back into a routine for it

Ahhh pretty funny, that's not a bad thought/superstition type of thing tbf Yeah I'm so here for the sober life with friends like idc to drink too often when I'm alone or just with some closest friends. It's more just with bigger groups that I'm more actually in the mood to actually get drunk. Think it's also partly that majority of my close friends have never been big drinkers so it's always been more of a side / special occasions type thing (more into that weed tho ). And yup these masks and all these ways of being restricted and careful with everything.. blegh, takes time getting used to. With how it was in NJ I feel like I've already gotten used to it tho & it's already gotten so much better now.

Yup I get you & sometimes it's actually hard to tell that a vegan option actually IS vegan, it's kinda crazy how that can be done / replicated so well without actual meat etc. Ahhh I still love salt too tho but you right give me those stronger flavors for sure

Lol yeah crazy how still not but I guess we'll both be drunk together one day I just don't know when nnn & tbh idk I didn't even notice the "but"

I had so much more stress with college-work combo/social life/relationships etc. during high school & college years where I'd also be sleepless at night thinking about so much but now I'm older I just get tired af and don't overthink too much at night anymore. Just KO fast. I think early-to-mid 20's are just kinda like that and hella stressful so hard to sleep a lot of times. Yuuup like no proper workout routines/exercises at all for months now it's pretty bad. And while I didn't really feel too poorly or anything at first I'm starting to feel it a looot more now, I really gotta start again. Yeah I feel like it'd be a bit pointless for you when you're getting back to London eventually. Btw do you have an idea for when you'll go back or still no clue for now?

Yeah I do get that but I feel like it's the best night to let loose & leave in the past. Even get pass-out drunk and not remember because it's kinda like who cares it's the last day before the year is over. Actually if you forget the night it kinda makes it more literally a "forget the last year, on to the next" type thing. A good way to get a careless drunken night like that out of the way and then start fresh with those New Year's Resolutions etc. that just never pan out as expected And oh loool why is that @ not leaving home? Cause of covid or like other stuff pissing you off or something???