Ohhh so like for promoting a new business? Yeah that doesn’t sound too bad, basically just like being a mailman I guess but instead you’re giving fliers around for business marketing/advertising? Def has that easy/chill vibe / don’t have to talk to people or think too much

Ahhh the way London changed you & you started to not care about wasting $ on anything I tend to not have regrets often about wasting $ on anything I buy/gamble/etc. & it helps to get used to not caring as long as it just doesn’t turn to totally stupid carelessness

I know, it’s literally you saying you’re gonna go sober for a while & then drinking later that next day Our drinking/gambling really is so damn comparable And yeah I’d rather money over sleep but ugh I do feel dead this morning & I hate it

Daryl was quite the big favorite too, I have faith And Joe needs to win it all, a Cinderella story

Tbf the $300 I won late at night was cause of that 3rd site, maybe it’s just the tournaments that suck but idk either way I do feel like everything evens out a bit like a site I’m doing great in will eventually get more unlucky & vice versa but it just is crazy how atrocious those tournaments are going on 3rd site

RTL4 from us got like primetime tv, like The Voice, Expeditie Robinson (Survivor NL), acquired the rights for BGT, as well as our holland's got talent ofc

RTL5 got reality tv, as well rights for naked attraction uk, american idol

RTL7 sports, darts and action/syfy/horror movies

RTL8 has soap series like bold & beautiful, also dutch soap GTST (which new eps air on RTL4 at first and then reruns on 8 the day after for those who missed it)

UPDATE: Good news I tried another lil poker session, these little 3-person, 6-person games etc. & the cash games and won about $300+ in the past hour It's so damn up & down

UPDATE: Bad news imma be tired afff

What even is leafleting??? I don't think I've EVER seen that word but idk for sure

Lol that's cute tho And it's so true there's so many times I want to just lay around on my couch or bed and ignore everything else and just chill for a while so it's really good getting those days/times & I think a lot of people also feel that way Almost too much of that for me lately but I'll still take too much alone spare time over not enough of it

I noticed there were a **** ton of upsets in this tournament like damn idk if it's just because I paid more attention but it was pretty shocking seeing some of those wins/losses considering the odds. And ah do you know for sure they'd be judgmental etc. about gambling or just your guess based on how they are about things?

Yup I saw Joe earlier tho and I bet on him + a parlay for tomorrow Only $5 on Joe again so at least if he fails me he still won me $2.50 in this tournament But come on Joe, he needs to keep it going


NOT in Cali asfasshah but yeah LA is that really popular city in Cali that everyone goes to / talks about. But yeah it just might not be my site, I feel SO over it but I'll prob keep trying

Gah I'm so heated with how poker went today (and I've played a tournament session 3 straight days now so that prob adds to it, def time for a break for a few days after this). But like I WON about $250 today overall (despite losing another $200 from the damn site I can't win on ) & then ****ed it up & lost $200 in a cash game pretty quick after. But I was just so frustrated with how 2 of my tournmaents ended (very unluckily in both & that same scenario where I did win $ in those tournaments but so close to winning BIG if I just didn't get really unlucky). I mean I still won $50ish today so all good there & I'm kinda just expecting too much but just SOOO frustrating how everything ended, it's just unreal some of the bad luck I've been getting lately in big spots that make a biiig difference $ wise </3 Always feel better after a lil rant tho or just writing out / complaining about what happened to help cool down

Lmao I come from such a gambling family that it would never even come up like that in any way But yeah certain people are like that, it can be a BAD habit to get into tbf like if I was more into the casino games & hooked it’d be SUCH a bad downward spiral over time for sure. Also not that my fam would even care if I got drunk at home but I kinda cba to do it in that same kinda way, it’d be kinda weird. Nooo @ the losses for us. 40% track record so far for me with -$0.40 result. It’s about to get REAL when NBA starts tho & hopefully on the + side

This was suppose to be a much shorter/quicker reply, more massive work slacking oop

Not really about where to keep it but the privacy & chilling without a bunch of family around. I’m also not the type to just lock myself in my room all day either (literally no lock on our bedroom doors lol but I mean close myself in for hours either) & when I drink, moving around & about somewhere is sooo much more ideal but I get the appeal of just chilling alone / chatting online and still enjoying getting drunk at home. Maybe something I’d have to get used to but cba even giving it a try sksk

I love betting the underdogs with extra points in point spread format In darts I can see how it doesn’t feel worth it despite the better return because it’s still so hard to pick the right winners that way

Lmaooo I do miss some things like that as well from just spacing out And you sure it’s not from being drunk for you tho? And yup but I NEED some time to just chill & wake up properly or else I’ll feel awful all day

It’s where Las Vegas is The home of casinos/gambling. But I know, I must’ve lost like $3,000+ for sure overall on that site & it is sooo the opposite on my other sites (like still plenty bad runs but overall such a difference between the losses in that site & wins on others)

Ah damn, most jobs do kinda suck in some way(s). What kinda job did you say you’d look into when you get back to London? Like a restaurant / bar type of place?