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Originally Posted by parmnion
strange one this.
through the years since i was about 12-40..i'm 46 now, i had loved and lost a great deal in my life leaving me heartbroken and i would feel guilty and upset about what io had and had lost for many many years.
I lost my son and dad within the space of 6 months three years ago and havn't really grieved yet. Yes i cried at the time but since then i have tried to block it all out, so i think or want to know if i am a bit emotionally vulnarable?
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Sounds like self preservation Parmnion, there's a difference between losing loves etc to losing a child and your dad as well at the same time (or close to) I couldn't even imagine pain like that, I'm really sorry for your losses, I remember you said something about it before