[Vicky.]

Been ages since I posted on here and feel the need to update somewhat as I AM MEETING NIAMH NEXT MONTH!

So. I am now single and ****ing loving it. Finally got the balls to leave my crappy marriage and jesus christ I have been a muted version of myself for like..12 years or so. Its so weird looking back on it all now how I didnt realise I was depressed as hell and life was just..crap. Kinda sat waiting for each day to pass where now I wake up and look forward to stuff (once I get over the '****ing hell, its 7am, lemme sleep a few hours more' mood anyway..)

Kids are happier. They took the transition really well. Especially Skye who usually has issues with change. But they are settled in new school in consett near my family. They go to Gavins on weekends, which gives me adult time each weekend

Pain issues are not cured yet like but I have found ways to cope and..mask whatever the problem is. A cure would be good though really. But it is what it is I guess.

I also need to post more elsewhere as my spam has spilled onto both facebook and snapchat and am sure people on my list are sick as **** of me updating constantly. Ohers seem to have one update every few days, mines multiple times a day on both platforms

What have I missed. Really