[lostalex]

So today was the first time i ever cried over a guy, and it was a guy from ONLINE!! we've enefer even met. I think i'm losing my mind and should check myself into a mental institution, wtf.


So i met this guy about a year ago, and we've been talking on the phone/flirting/chatting/skyping for the entire time. So for the pst few weeks i could tell things were different and today we finally had the end all be all blow out argument to end it, and i actually cried. I've never cried over a guy before.

I'm listening to fuuuuuucking Kelly Clarkson and dying inside. wtf, how can i feel stronger about someone i've never even met then all the real relationships i've had?

Have you guys ever had intense online relationships?

This seriously sucks, and i don't know what's making me feel worse, the fact that i've lost him, or the fact that i'm this emotional about someone i've not even met. I feel sooo pathetic.