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My name is Jonathan. I'm 17 and I live in Glasgow. I've lived in Glasgow for my whole life and it's not such a bad place. I live outside of the main city, in a small town. It's quiet, nice and just a nice place to live. However, it is boring. I've lived in the same house for 13 years, which isn't so bad (it's in a nice area), with my parents, my younger brother (aged 15) and my two younger sisters (aged 12 and 7), and, of course, my dog, Buddy, a Jack Russell Terrier.

I recently left school. For the last two years of school I suffered a great deal of abuse. I befriended a boy in my year and subsequently fell for him, which I wish I hadn't. I trusted him more than I should have, but I couldn't help it. I told him everything. I came out to him some time in August 2011. I confided in him and he told people behind my back, which I wasn't ready for, yet. I didn't really know this until recently. He cheated on his ex-girlfriend with his current girlfriend, and I told his ex-girlfriend, "A", a close friend of mine now, that this happened. I think this ruined everything, but I personally don't care because I feel it was right of me to do. It happened at a party 18 months and I recently found out that it happened many more times, which backed up my view of me being in the right. At the time, however, "C" didn't let on that I had did him wrong. We continued being friends, or so I thought.

During my penultimate year of school, I was left out. I went out with my friends fairly little because C's friend "L" had a hatred for me. To this day I'm still not completely sure why she hates me, was it because I exposed her friend's affair (which I actually didn't expose it exposed itself)? Or was it because I was gay? I was now out and it wasn't easy. The group consisted of about 20 people and I liked most of them. There were just three who tried to make my time hell. One of them was C, whom I thought was one of my best friends, I just didn't know it was all fake.

Everything changed (for the better?) about 8 months ago. Our group of 16 split and now features a group of 8 (which I am part of and happen to be the only boy) and another bigger group. We have literally been at war since. At a party, I received abuse via twitter from CLJ, L told me that she wishes that she could "slit my throat", J said that my career prospects were "busking on the streets" and C said that I was a "******" (tell me something I don't know) and then laughed about it.

Since the group's divide, I have been a much happier person. However, this doesn't stop the group of dickheads trying to put me down whenever they can. I've left school now and I've left all these people behind. I never have to see them again.

Other things that are worth knowing are the fact that I once got suspended for calling my Headteacher "Adolf Hitler" on Wikipedia, I want to be famous and I once met Cleo Rocos in Victoria Station.

There's so much more that there is to know, but I'll leave it at this right now.