[Beso]

Once was way back in bb4 when cameron won because he had me enthralled from the first night after seeing him pop an apple on his head. The night he was crowned bb winner i shed a tear of joy.

The last time was when hughie had his first outburst at big brother for being the one called into the diary room, the frustration in his voice as he shouted "why is it always me" showed me how it must feel to be traveller and the persecutions that go with it.

Last night with the passion and the emotion in the voice of john and edward as they stood in the dock brought tears streaming down my face as i watched them stand up to everyone in that room. Never lying and being straight and concise it was just epic for me, an all time top three moment with the other 2 i have mentioned here.

It will live with me for a long time.

Now you can all point and laugh if you want or call me a mug for being fooled by jedward or say cameron was boring and hughie a drama queen!

Do what you like its water of a ducks back and i am going to work with a ready break type glow snuggling me from the outside in, so thank you jedward. Thank you for growing up.