[CharlieO]

Originally Posted by Jords

Thats a cool little blog, can completely relate to it. I have social anxiety to a degree, especially with relationships/sex (...not done anything also... even though Ive wanted to and been close to but I pull out) and public speaking because I feel like Im gonna be immensely judged. Its ridiculous simply reading out from a book in class makes my voice shake and heart beat raise :/

But then I do strive to be social, part of several groups (none are the 'cool' groups but **** dat ****!) at school. Does take a while for me to feel comfortable around new people though and its really awkward before I do LOL. And even though I fear judgement if I hear a passing judgemental comment I confront it immediately (I think thats something I developed since I experienced bullying in past [nowt major I handled it good] and if I can do this why do I still get so bloody nervous!? :/)

If I lose weight Id know itd be less apparent in my life

I thought that would help me but it hasn't really