[Andrew.]

Originally Posted by Jords

Thats a cool little blog, can completely relate to it. I have social anxiety to a degree, especially with relationships/sex (...not done anything also... even though Ive wanted to and been close to but I pull out) and public speaking because I feel like Im gonna be immensely judged. Its ridiculous simply reading out from a book in class makes my voice shake and heart beat raise :/

But then I do strive to be social, part of several groups (none are the 'cool' groups but **** dat ****!) at school. Does take a while for me to feel comfortable around new people though and its really awkward before I do LOL. And even though I fear judgement if I hear a passing judgemental comment I confront it immediately (I think thats something I developed since I experienced bullying in past [nowt major I handled it good] and if I can do this why do I still get so bloody nervous!? :/)

If I lose weight Id know itd be less apparent in my life

i can completley agree with you there jords! i mean i cant listen to music without being paranoid tat anyone and everyone can hear it!!

and yes i do strive to be social, like i dreamed (i know, dreamed LOL) of setting up the blog, but i just couldnt bring myself to do it, but i bit the bullet and did it

and yes, i was bullied, alot, and that led me to have anxiety, then depression... your not alone!

and another thing, mine is to a degree aswell, i had a waiter job this summer and that helped me overcome so much of anxiety!