[chuff me dizzy]

Originally Posted by Vicky.

Well yes, however if you need the medication, you need the medication tbh. And if doctors won't help, what other option is there really?

I would love to know where to buy diazepam online, I reckon that would help me actually as I get horrific stomach cramps where it seems my whole body goes into spasms...and I am sure diazepam helps with muscle spasms. Again, doctors reckon I should just put up with it. Easy to say when its not you in horrific pain isn't it..

I would love for one of my consultants to spend just one day as me, they would sharp stop being awkward.

The most annoying thing is that most of this is caused by doctors ****ing up to start with. if the surgeon who nearly killed me had done his job properly, I would only have the rib pain to deal with. Rather than rib pain, stopmach spasms, feeling sick constantly and nerve damage in my chest So they broke me even more, and refuse to help. fantastic.

If they take my morphine off me like they are threatening to do..I have the option of buying it off someone, or killing myself. And given I have children, I cannot go down the suicide route really.

Do you have an actual illness as what you describe are more classed as conditions ?