[Ammi]

Originally Posted by vesavius

I saw someone incredibly insecure and vulnerable there tonight. I think that she is probably quite lonely in RL outside her Swiftie circle.

I'm not even here to say anything mean about her, even though I don't think she should win.

I watch BB as a combat sport usually, I tend to look at the HMs as cartoon characters because after all they are in there to play a game and they know the score, and it kind of jarred me, won't lie.

She might not be the most outstanding HM ever but I think tonight I started to actually like her.

…ahhh, I just made a post in another thread that reflects something similar…yeah, I agree….its very sad to see, I think that she’s THAT person who never gets chosen as the bestie of or the one who someone connects most with or the fun/funny one or the maternal one or etc…you know how in a group, many have a ‘role’ as it were or are a key part of a group when there’s a divide etc…?…but I think that Martha is THAT person who struggles to find any of that…a little bit ‘invisible’ really…I mean, Khaled may have chosen her in a very reasoned way but she was still the one chosen as the person he least connected with…and she was chosen as the ‘gossipy one’ also…that’s all got to cut, hasn’t it…I know that she did prove herself to be the gossipy one…..in how quickly she did revel in telling but I think it’s one of those circles of feeling elated that she was given the secret and feeling the attention of revealing it…in those moments she would maybe feel a sense of ‘wow, I’ve been chosen…’…type thing…but yeah, vulnerable for sure and really a little lost in the house dynamics and dramas…