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Originally Posted by Redway

People who step back into your life and expect you to be exactly the same as you were 12 or 15 years ago. We have the same fundamental core, sure, but not everyone may have seen that core back in the day and in any case, we evolve as people (albeit more-so than actually become completely different people, unless we weren’t being ourselves to begin with). You can’t always just pick off where you left it in 2012.

I'm not the same as 2 years ago. I'm mentally and socially tired. Been avoiding people and ignoring messages for now until I gather the strength.
Takes a lot of energy to maintain relationships and be as chirpy and giving as I was a year or 2 ago. When people call me my pet name I inwardly say "she's died a year ago"