[LemonJam]

When I was younger (13-15) I was pretty emo (but I had a fro instead of usual fringe, HOW EPIC IS THAT?)

I did used to cut myself down my arm. I'd have to wear long sleeve shirts all the time. The thing is I used to get so angry at myself it was almost relieving to be able to inflict that on myself as weird as that sounds.

This went on for 2 years then 2 of my close friends OD'd and were taken to hospital and I came to realisation, "What am I doing? Life is for living not for regrets." So with help from friends I picked myself back up again.

Now I'm a much happier person. Bad things happen, there's no way of escaping it, but there's more releases than moping to Drowning Pool candles in your room with a razorblade. My release is writing music now. Always appreciated it but never used it to calm myself until then.

That's my longest post ever LOL