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I had my first cig probably 2 years ago now. For the first year Id probably smoke 1-2 a week, used to take my dog out and lamp one up, made me feel chilled because I was pretty stressed at the time. I stole them from my mum or dad, who smoke a packet a day and never realised. Well actually one time I got cocky and stole one during the day, rather than night, and my mum questioned me and my brother and I turned around and went "Branny you didnt steal it did you???" What an awful brother LOL, in the end she thought she dropped it somewhere.

Then I started buying my own packets for nights out, where Id smoke 2-3. This was more apparent at uni. It was March-ish this year when I started noticing that Id go down for a 'cheeky cig' whilst working on assignments and revision and stuff. I think one week I smoked 2 x 10 packets, the most ever for me. So instead of letting that get out of hand I stopped buying packets again and became the annoying "Can I pinch a ciggie?" guy on nights out.

I dont feel addicted but I enjoy them because Ive never smoked more than 4 in a day they still give me a little head rush. Ive probably only had 5 cigs in the past month now though, which Im happy about because at one point I did question myself (only because my flatmate was doubting me saying Im not 'addicted' tbf.. which annoyed me ). Now Im home Im back to pinching the odd one from my dad My mum's quit so it does make me feel a bit awful, I was always anti-smoking but theyre a good chilling-out tool and a social tool on nights out.

#mycigstory