[thesheriff443]

Originally Posted by Vicky.

Hmm

I'm Vicky. I am a DJ primarily, but also a karaoke presenter/singer. Work has dried up a lot recently so I am looking for something a bit more steady..but not looking very hard if I am honest. I am one of those people who just expects things to fall in my lap rather than actually work hard to get something..has done me well so far

I recently had a baby and have been rather fat since then..but again..havent really done anything about it so far. Keep using the excuse that I have just had a baby, but that excuse will only wash for so long, its been 7 months now and I have only lost half a stone of pregnancy weight..so I'm going to have to get my (large) arse into gear soon to get it sorted.

I am addicted to gambling. Literally every spare penny I have goes on gambling of some sort. Which is a BAD combination when you have a kid. I also need to sort that out because I feel sometimes that I am wasting cash on a buzz when I should be buying more stuff for my child. She doesnt go without or anything, and she has more than enough of everything, but I still feel guilty for spending money on nothing.

I am emetophobic..which means fear of vomit. This is awful and affects my everyday life. If I am out drinking or something, I am constantly worried that someone around me has had too much and is going to be sick. If I know anyone is ill I avoid them for weeks and weeks until I am sure its out of their system. Oddly enough, I can deal with Skye being sick..but thats it. Even my partner, if he is ill, is relegated to another room until its over.

This has been quite negative really..but I do enjoy life in general. Especially when I have had some codeine, which seem to work as antidepressants..I dont know if they are meant to. Was given them when I was taken into hospital not long ago with suspected appendicitus(turned out to be a cyst)..and now if I feel a bit down I have a couple and I'm much better within about half an hour

Anyway..probably said more than I should but there you go

this has to be one of the most honest posts i have seen or ever likely to see on this forum!.
i hope you can knock the codeine on the head, they are highly addictive.