[reece(:]

Ah go on then/

I'm Reece, 17 from a little coastal town called Seaham in North East England. I'm an only child and live with my mum and dog/cat (quite a lonely household), as my Dad left before I was born and hasn't bothered to contact me at all - yet can openly provides for his 3 daughters. So cannot stand him, I value my grandad as my real Dad as he's been there for me since day 1 and always comes over to get out of his shabby lonely bungalow. I'm in an awful council estate so time's can be quite rough but we pull through it.

Through school I sorta excelled, I've been through about 5-6 primary schools due to constant moving about.. Life got a bit wobbly after bullying through year 7 and 8 from the chavs, and I obviously did not fit in that whole clique so was sort of segregated with a few friends but this built and still to this day I've got a tight knit friendship group. I got through my GCSEs with mainly As and Bs so got onto to do A levels at sixth form which has probably been one of the most depressing years of my life, as I've struggled to defeat exam pressures leading me to crumble in my exams and getting Us and Ds in January but whilst doing 3 A levels I've also done a BTEC (ICT) along them which has been much more suited and I've found better for me, so I've discussed with my tutor and will be moving onto a full time one in September in Medical Science

I've become very self concious over the years as most of my friends have gotten in solid relationships and I've, most of the time, been the third wheel in many groups, so I pretty much hate my appearance but try to convince others that I don't. I've been told often I am funny to be around which makes me smile - and I enjoy making others smile . I often hide my emotions in real life with having a strong exterior and having faced a lot **** through my life (mostly from mum's crazy ex-boyfriends... ). I'm often paranoid about whether I'm annoying someone and I have some anxiety issues, so I almost never pop up or start a conversation. But I never like to think about all these negative things and believe that positive thinking will always let you prevail and there's no point dwelling on stuff that's the past.