[Ammi]

Originally Posted by Zee

It was the worst thing anyone has ever done to me and I'm not sure I'll ever get over the injustice of how it all ended, but I've moved forwards with my life in the last two years... Does that make sense at all? The specific ins and outs of it all are starting to fade but I can still recall all the feelings I felt as if it happened yesterday.

..strong pain is something you never forget, whether it be emotional or physical..they say the 'first cut is the deepest', you're first love is the most painful etc but I don't think that's necessarily true, it's just the first time you remember to have felt those sort of emotions so you remember them more..bt that's not to mistake it for still having feelings for that person or a longing for the relationship again because even though you feel there were lots of wrongs about it, which maybe made it feel more heartbreaking, it was never going to work or meant to be if that person in any way judged something harshly because all that would have happened is that you would have been together longer and then they would have broken your heart when you had invested even more of yourself into it...feeling how you did about them, whatever they did to you..you wouldn't have done that to them..?...so they weren't the person that would have made you happy and given you anything you needed emotionally....