[thesheriff443]

Originally Posted by lostalex

I'm trying. But you know how addiction is, your brain tells you, well the damage is done, just enjoy the time you have left. etc etc,

It's difficult, you know? and i don't have a family yet,. If i had a family i would quit everything this instant for them. I wish so much for a family.

to be cruel to be kind alex, a family would not make you give up your life style of drink and drugs.