[lostalex]

you guys are so cute! i really am not upset at all. i really am grateful that he did the dirty work, because i've been thinking about it for months. I was willing to put some more work into it, but i straight up asked him, do you wanna work on this? or do you think we are just wasting our time. I' grateful that he just admitted to me that he was;t wiling to work on it. and that's that.

I honestly didn't wanna waste any more time, and i've felt like i was wasting time for at least a month.

You guys are acting like i was DUMPED, i definitely wasn't "dumped".

to me someone who is dumped is someone who is totally in love and happy and then their boyfriend just breaks their heart. That is definitely not what happened here. I've been harassing him for months about how we can make our relationship better, and he basically said he's not willing to challenge his own ideas and try to change the things i was unhappy about.


I'm going to miss him, but i'm also very excitied about all new guys i'm gonna meet!

(or maybe i'm just being very positive, and in a few days i will break down crying, i don't know, but i'm pretty sure i won't)