Ahhh I'd sleep but it'd prob take some time to sleep properly if I lost sight of a spider by my bed & didn't get it. Like I'd start feeling all itchy and **** and paranoid it's on me

Always best to just feel/act young, more fun that way Also yeah nostalgic is the exact perfect word for it. I do like the nostalgia in many ways but I get how it's too much or emotional sometimes. Yeah just living in the moment is nice and more relaxing or something overall than just thinking of past/future a lot so I agree there

Lmaooo I'm definitely the jinx for myself You've been like a good luck charm ever since I started talking with you about my gambling

LMAOOO why'd they sell it without checking? Don't yell at ha she's too sweet lol. Elliptical is similar to a treadmill but your feet stay down on two feet holder/platforms whatever. Has handles & you keep moving it forward as if you're running in place, really good. A bit less tiring than a treadmill and it's easier to keep a fast pace and still burns calories very well. Yeah prob gonna be weird af at first cause it's been so long esp since I've not specifically used that machine in forever It'll be easy to keep it in a corner in like my living room or some other room and then it's portable so I can either roll it out there, another room or to my own room there's enough space

Oh yeah that can be sad too But I mostly reminisce about past stuff and feel good about it / enjoy it / happy for the memories etc. but there's def stuff that feels depressing missing those good days or even remembering certain things that really sucked etc. </3

GAH no jinxing it tho! I don't actually believe in superstitions like that tho lmao But at the same time I do feel like when I end up getting cocky or too overconfident things then end up going bad idk And ty, hope it keeps up

Yeah I think I've maybe even read about it where they become vengeful when attacked or in danger but idk what/how they remember and for how long. Lmaooo I can just picture you two by this little spider all freaked out while she tries to get it

I kinda hate it even more remembering certain things while I was drunk (or when I do read back certain texts / social media / etc.) GAH Ahhh the shade is real but lol I could tell you were kidding around but it's so true how I can be a fool regardless of drinking or not

You should soooo get it from them!!! Yeah I wish my treadmill that I have in my basement wasn't all ****ed up or else I'd use that too. Exercise bike I have gets annoying and I REALLY like the elliptical for cardio so I'm pretty pumped to get back into a routine soon! Yeah I ordered online so it should come within like 2 weeks the latest I think. Gotta set it up too but should be fine, the exercise bike was pretty easy with instructions

Yeahh I was an idiot ashgasj Like I can't even blame the spider. Kudos to it. Do spiders actually think like that tho where they want revenge if you annoy it gahh? Oh & your mom seems the best

Yup that's so true and it makes me wonder what I don't remember when I start drinking a lot and basically I'll just NEVER remember it if I'm not told about it or able to read it back And lmaooo you right tho, I can be a damn fool drunk or not drunk MESS you gotta try fruit punch in particular. It's not like regular juices, easier/more enjoyable to drink on its own too (sweet fruity blend) and I'm not sure exactly why but it just mixes so well with multiple drinks!

LOL why don't you like things from the past tho?

Yup it can be super disappointing/bad too but worth a go at it (mostly if I'm winning so I don't feel AS bad even if it goes terribly). HERE for it

Btw I just bought an elliptical machine a little while ago. Got one of the cheap-ish ones for like $270 (minus $40 in gift cards I had) so I'm good with that price, hope it's not bad quality or anything and I CAN'T WAIT to get back into some cardio ffs

I'm not sure if I get that or not lmaooo but yeah I've seen pics from when I'm young (sometimes a friend will randomly bring one up in text or post an old pic on social media or I'll find an old pic at home etc.) and it's just like WHOA and brings me baaack

Idk I'll have to see how I feel about it / maybe how it's going in the early stages of tomorrow's session but I do enjoy the extra thrill and how it's possible to win HELLA BIG by playing even bigger And loool YES @ the support, that's cute I still wanna figure out like streaming on twitch, I feel like that would be so cool but idk how practical it is with just a laptop trying to manage the site & poker games all at once on just a single not-that-big screen

Gah yeah so gross even thinking about it And lol did you not even kill it? But I guess that's what ****ed me over with the black widow, went to kill it and couldn't (and even irritated it by spraying Lysol or whatever into the hole it went into... then that bitch ended up biting me at some point later

Ahhhh what a howl that would turn into esp since you'd prob be more drunk than me obv When I'm chilling I can kinda control how I'm acting & I'm not too different I don't think but when I'm REALLY getting into it with others that are getting drunk af I definitely act a fool Can't go wrong with lemonade. I forget have you NEVER tried mixing with fruit punch (or juices in general) or just not in a really long time? It'll become your new fave I bet