[Ammi]

..I know that this will not endear her to the public and makes her seems shallow..for me though I think it has the exact opposite effect in that it makes me think that she's quite deep and she intrigues me a lot more now...she did say that she wouldn't have said that/thought the same at 18yrs old and I think has had an experience of love deeply hurting her...she also seems to be generally guarded and defensive around guys and maybe guys that she could be physically attracted to or who may remind her of something/someone who has hurt her..?...someone who has taken away her belief in love..?...also, I think the money thing might also be partly to do with her child and security etc but I don't know...and I know that a lot of people have been hurt by love/relationships in their lives but things like that effect us all differently/leave different scars which have different controls over how we think and see things and people...

..she seems like a smart, intelligent, clued up person so I'm sure that when she said that to BB, she would know that it would pretty much be a negative thing and may turn the public against her, thinking that she was shallow but she was still open and honest about it....and that's the thing as well, her honesty with this is only something that will hurt herself and the public perceptions of her, it doesn't hurt anyone else in that her honesty doesn't insult, offend in her opinions of someone else/another housemate so it's odd that the public 'hail' honesty like they did with Helen by voting her the winner because she was 'honest' and yet with Sarah that isn't a good thing..?...honesty that hurts and offends, makes people feel bad about themselves etc is ok but honesty that doesn't and only harms the person who is showing it is not ok..?...anyway, for me she's probably the one who could potentially have the biggest 'journey' in the house and maybe totally changed herself and more trusting because of her experience in there and I would say very far from being a shallow person.. so I would really like her to stay...I would like to see her initial guardedness and defensiveness, which I think is something that she's built to protect herself and the hurt she has experienced in her life start to be replaced a bit by the real bonds and friendships I think that she could make in there and especially with some of the guys....


...thoughts..?...